Look how the world has changed me now
Look I am an adult now
But depressed and suppressed by humans and the desires
Carrying a pile of responsibilities on me
Which are to be fulfilled by either means
These responsibilities never let me relax
‘Cause they have got my back
Some relations may leave in the present, future, or past
But this relationship will end in last
In all that chaos my personal life is shattered
‘Cause I’m a son, a brother, and father after all
Now I can’t even differentiate between sadness, happiness, stress, and depression
I don’t even realize what is real and why I am mad
‘Cause everything just looks smashed
This wasn’t the case in the past
When I was younger and my father covers that all
I was unaware of the cruel world then
But now the time has passed and this is standing on my face like a vicious wall
I don’t think I am responsible for all this
‘Cause life never asked what my wish was
Often I feel like I am strangled in these all
But now ‘Abdul’ understand life is a name of sacrificing at last
